Sherry & Scabe~* [part 2]
‘sherry, apa khabar?’
‘woit scabe! Lama tak dgr citer... kau buat apa skrg? Dah jadi doc belom? Hehehe ;p’
‘aku kat hospital, tggu nak masuk operation kejap lagi’'
Tu sms kami setelah lama tak kontek sejak habis SPM dulu. Masa tu, aku kat UTM skudai n dia kat HUKM cheras. I was in my final semester. Dgn sms yg mcm tu, terus lah aku telefon dia. Dari johor ke cheras, mengenangkan mmbr tu nk operation, cuak la kejap, apa penyakit dia segala. Rupanye, nk operate lutut dia kasi masuk besi. Ler~ salah dia jugak, main tak ingt bdn. As a friend, menjadi kewajipan aku mmberi kata2 semngt agar dia tabah. Him being a clown, he said “bukannya aku nak masuk operation antara life or dead pun kau nk ckp mcm tuh”. Aku gelak jer lah. Main2 lak. Aku tepon dari johor tau! Ada ke ckp mcm tu. Hishhh...
Start after the simple sms, kami kontek. It wasnt awkward for me utk kembali baik setelah 4 tahun kami tak kontek. In fact, masa sekolah tak pernah baik pun. Tak pernah rapat. He is in his own world – rugby, basketball, voleyball. Me in my own world – netball, debate. Plus having netballers agak anti dgn ruggers, mmg takde sbb kami nk baik. But 4 years after spm, kami kontek balik. Having my friendly attitude, we build our own friendship.
Sepnjg berkwn, he was my good critisizer.. jgn harap la nk dgr dia puji segala. Same goes wif me. Walupun kagum dgn pencapaian dia, tak pernah express. Masa ni lah, we update ourselves. Baru tahu dia pun dah clash dgn girl dia sethn yg lalu. [samalah kita-pun dah sethn clash dgn musang takeshi tuh.. heheh..]. he got another year to go b4 he finishes his studies in hukm. [sempat ejek dia-aku habis dulu~! iyyeah~]
After 4 months lebih kurang kami berkawan, kuar reramai pergi putrajaya. Masa ni sempat dia approach aku tgh tgk tasik sementara menunggu mmbr2 lain selesai solat di masjid putrajaya tuh. [hishh.. menyemak pulak mamat ni.. baru jer nk feeling tgk tasik]. Sempat lagi kami tergelak kutuk sorg brader kat bwh tu masa dia tiba2 tnya... ‘kau suka aku tak?’ aku pndg kosong kat dia buat muka hape-punye-soalan-la-kau-tanya. Just to ease things up, aku jwb-‘kalau tak suka, aku tak layan’ pastu aku bantai gelak. Hehehehe [jahat ek? Mmbr tgh serius tu] peliknye dia tak gelak, sblknye dia smbg- ‘sudi tak kalau kau jadi awek aku?’ ni first time nmpk muka dia serius... i said.. ‘errr... ok’ then bling..bling..! u can see the stars coming rite from his eyes. I was saying ‘ok’ just to calm myself but he took it seriusly. Terlajak perahu boley diundur, maka aku tak ckp apa2 dah lepas tuh. [walhal diam tnda setuju ek?] terus brader yg kitorg gelakkan tadi menghilang dan rasa mcm sunyi jer tmpt tuh walhal ramai jer knk2 ribena bermain di keliling. Dan2 tu jugak, memikirkan tak mau gigit jari nnt, we made a promise. I told him,he may have some difficulties wif my dad nnt lmbg nama dia takde syed. Dia kata dia sggp redah dulu. try to be part of my family. kalau nak pisah, biar sbb takde restu fmly, bukan sbb kalah sblm berjuang. [ececececeh.. mati la masa ni rasa nk tergelak] then he told me, dia akn busy. Takkan ada byk masa utk ku. takat tak kontek 3-4 bulan tu maybe akn jadi perkara biasa. Sggp ke aku? Tanpa fikir pnjg, i said ok, akn sentiasa cuba memhmi [walhal terima sbb dia sggp nk tempuh dugaan wif my dad dulu].. and there we had, a promise!
After that, byk betol menda nk tnya. Soklan utama-why me n why now? Katanya sebab tak mau cari dlm bidang yg sama and dulu dia tak konfiden,maka takut terlepas lagi. [oh i see] I ask, sejak biler? Katanya minat sejak sekelas. [terdiam kejap sbb kami hnya sekelas masa form 1 jer] Katanya masa sekolah dulu tak berani sbb pesaing2 nya hebat2 belaka [yer lah tu.. apa2 jer la awk nk mengayat!] ingt nk tackle masa form 5 but he thought i had an affair wif this guy which happens to be his best buddy. [ i hate gossips~~!!] dia ingt nak masuk jarum after spm but he thought i was his other mate punye gf. [i hate gosips!!!!] after that, he heard i was dating this hottest guy [people always mistaken him as takeshi kaneshiro-seriusly~!] in science faculty at UTM [ok.. ni betol bukan gossip.. kekeke..]so, he got himself a girl where this girl yg appraoch dia dulu. [dia terima jer sbb mmbr2 lain dah couple~] thats why, msg2 dgn dunia sendiri slps spm. I ask him too, kenapa pilih perubatan rather than engineering? [becoz he is a physic freak] he said sejak kes budak kaki melecur masa form 4 dulu [air panas baru masak sedap je mengalir kat kaki aku-sebulan sblm international netball game kat penang- tension!-tapi dpt gak main! Hehehe..], dia risau yg amat. Sejak tu, dia tekad nk jadi doctor. Dari 1994[f1] smpi 2002[habis utm] dia simpan, baru skrg dia nak ckp.. dasat betol laki ni kalau memendam! huishhh... [habis la terharu aku masa nih~]
Now dah nak masuk 3 tahun. Boley kira dgn jari berapa kali kami jumpa. Dulu rajin telefon and sms. Sejak dia kerja, dia takde masa. Tipu la kalau kata tak sedih but he warned me earlier. He did made my mother happy and my father was ok wif him now. He made it thru and now its my turn to fulfill the promise we made. We had no communications now but i knew, i’m always at his heart~mmg sejak dulu lagi. Since i had this blog, its easier 4 me to handle our situation. I’m in my own world now so i wont bother him much coz i know, his life is quite hectic now. Why shud i bother telling him that i need him when dying people out there need him more? Dia milik masyarakat and i have to tolerate wif that. Maka, tak perlu nak kecik hati kalau dia tak call or sms sbb dia tu nak mkn pun takde masa [pujuk diri sendiri]~ no reason for me to leave him, in fact, got tonnes of reasons for me to stay. Most of my girlfrens dont agree wif me - tahan ke pakwe kau tak contact bermnggu2?-maybe dia psg lain kot kat sana [mati lah diorg mencucuk] but i put it this way... setiap jodoh ajal rezeki dah ditetapkan Tuhan... mesti redha dgn setiap rencana-Nya.
‘woit scabe! Lama tak dgr citer... kau buat apa skrg? Dah jadi doc belom? Hehehe ;p’
‘aku kat hospital, tggu nak masuk operation kejap lagi’'
Tu sms kami setelah lama tak kontek sejak habis SPM dulu. Masa tu, aku kat UTM skudai n dia kat HUKM cheras. I was in my final semester. Dgn sms yg mcm tu, terus lah aku telefon dia. Dari johor ke cheras, mengenangkan mmbr tu nk operation, cuak la kejap, apa penyakit dia segala. Rupanye, nk operate lutut dia kasi masuk besi. Ler~ salah dia jugak, main tak ingt bdn. As a friend, menjadi kewajipan aku mmberi kata2 semngt agar dia tabah. Him being a clown, he said “bukannya aku nak masuk operation antara life or dead pun kau nk ckp mcm tuh”. Aku gelak jer lah. Main2 lak. Aku tepon dari johor tau! Ada ke ckp mcm tu. Hishhh...
Start after the simple sms, kami kontek. It wasnt awkward for me utk kembali baik setelah 4 tahun kami tak kontek. In fact, masa sekolah tak pernah baik pun. Tak pernah rapat. He is in his own world – rugby, basketball, voleyball. Me in my own world – netball, debate. Plus having netballers agak anti dgn ruggers, mmg takde sbb kami nk baik. But 4 years after spm, kami kontek balik. Having my friendly attitude, we build our own friendship.
Sepnjg berkwn, he was my good critisizer.. jgn harap la nk dgr dia puji segala. Same goes wif me. Walupun kagum dgn pencapaian dia, tak pernah express. Masa ni lah, we update ourselves. Baru tahu dia pun dah clash dgn girl dia sethn yg lalu. [samalah kita-pun dah sethn clash dgn musang takeshi tuh.. heheh..]. he got another year to go b4 he finishes his studies in hukm. [sempat ejek dia-aku habis dulu~! iyyeah~]
After 4 months lebih kurang kami berkawan, kuar reramai pergi putrajaya. Masa ni sempat dia approach aku tgh tgk tasik sementara menunggu mmbr2 lain selesai solat di masjid putrajaya tuh. [hishh.. menyemak pulak mamat ni.. baru jer nk feeling tgk tasik]. Sempat lagi kami tergelak kutuk sorg brader kat bwh tu masa dia tiba2 tnya... ‘kau suka aku tak?’ aku pndg kosong kat dia buat muka hape-punye-soalan-la-kau-tanya. Just to ease things up, aku jwb-‘kalau tak suka, aku tak layan’ pastu aku bantai gelak. Hehehehe [jahat ek? Mmbr tgh serius tu] peliknye dia tak gelak, sblknye dia smbg- ‘sudi tak kalau kau jadi awek aku?’ ni first time nmpk muka dia serius... i said.. ‘errr... ok’ then bling..bling..! u can see the stars coming rite from his eyes. I was saying ‘ok’ just to calm myself but he took it seriusly. Terlajak perahu boley diundur, maka aku tak ckp apa2 dah lepas tuh. [walhal diam tnda setuju ek?] terus brader yg kitorg gelakkan tadi menghilang dan rasa mcm sunyi jer tmpt tuh walhal ramai jer knk2 ribena bermain di keliling. Dan2 tu jugak, memikirkan tak mau gigit jari nnt, we made a promise. I told him,he may have some difficulties wif my dad nnt lmbg nama dia takde syed. Dia kata dia sggp redah dulu. try to be part of my family. kalau nak pisah, biar sbb takde restu fmly, bukan sbb kalah sblm berjuang. [ececececeh.. mati la masa ni rasa nk tergelak] then he told me, dia akn busy. Takkan ada byk masa utk ku. takat tak kontek 3-4 bulan tu maybe akn jadi perkara biasa. Sggp ke aku? Tanpa fikir pnjg, i said ok, akn sentiasa cuba memhmi [walhal terima sbb dia sggp nk tempuh dugaan wif my dad dulu].. and there we had, a promise!
After that, byk betol menda nk tnya. Soklan utama-why me n why now? Katanya sebab tak mau cari dlm bidang yg sama and dulu dia tak konfiden,maka takut terlepas lagi. [oh i see] I ask, sejak biler? Katanya minat sejak sekelas. [terdiam kejap sbb kami hnya sekelas masa form 1 jer] Katanya masa sekolah dulu tak berani sbb pesaing2 nya hebat2 belaka [yer lah tu.. apa2 jer la awk nk mengayat!] ingt nk tackle masa form 5 but he thought i had an affair wif this guy which happens to be his best buddy. [ i hate gossips~~!!] dia ingt nak masuk jarum after spm but he thought i was his other mate punye gf. [i hate gosips!!!!] after that, he heard i was dating this hottest guy [people always mistaken him as takeshi kaneshiro-seriusly~!] in science faculty at UTM [ok.. ni betol bukan gossip.. kekeke..]so, he got himself a girl where this girl yg appraoch dia dulu. [dia terima jer sbb mmbr2 lain dah couple~] thats why, msg2 dgn dunia sendiri slps spm. I ask him too, kenapa pilih perubatan rather than engineering? [becoz he is a physic freak] he said sejak kes budak kaki melecur masa form 4 dulu [air panas baru masak sedap je mengalir kat kaki aku-sebulan sblm international netball game kat penang- tension!-tapi dpt gak main! Hehehe..], dia risau yg amat. Sejak tu, dia tekad nk jadi doctor. Dari 1994[f1] smpi 2002[habis utm] dia simpan, baru skrg dia nak ckp.. dasat betol laki ni kalau memendam! huishhh... [habis la terharu aku masa nih~]
Now dah nak masuk 3 tahun. Boley kira dgn jari berapa kali kami jumpa. Dulu rajin telefon and sms. Sejak dia kerja, dia takde masa. Tipu la kalau kata tak sedih but he warned me earlier. He did made my mother happy and my father was ok wif him now. He made it thru and now its my turn to fulfill the promise we made. We had no communications now but i knew, i’m always at his heart~mmg sejak dulu lagi. Since i had this blog, its easier 4 me to handle our situation. I’m in my own world now so i wont bother him much coz i know, his life is quite hectic now. Why shud i bother telling him that i need him when dying people out there need him more? Dia milik masyarakat and i have to tolerate wif that. Maka, tak perlu nak kecik hati kalau dia tak call or sms sbb dia tu nak mkn pun takde masa [pujuk diri sendiri]~ no reason for me to leave him, in fact, got tonnes of reasons for me to stay. Most of my girlfrens dont agree wif me - tahan ke pakwe kau tak contact bermnggu2?-maybe dia psg lain kot kat sana [mati lah diorg mencucuk] but i put it this way... setiap jodoh ajal rezeki dah ditetapkan Tuhan... mesti redha dgn setiap rencana-Nya.
Apa2 pun,I am ok wif him, nothing is wrong wif us. Its just that, we dont communicate each other much. I understand. When it comes to duty, he had to put me aside. People’s life is in his hands. Btw, i’m not his wife yet, so, takde hak nk bising kalau dia tak lyn. Tak lyn bukan makna tak syg. I also know, he always had me in his heart. [Me too..] Importantly, i am happy the way i am now. I have my new blogger frenz around, having you out there always trying to make me happy, having my family and frenz where i can always mess up wif thier life. what more can i ask? I feel so blessed and grateful for what i have. As for us, like most people say - kalau ada jodoh, tak ke mana...
posted by DaRk AnGeL at 7:48 PM
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