Just a thought...
Thursday, August 31, 2006
Monday, August 21, 2006
Selamat Pengantin Baru
Sunday, August 20, 2006
Moga bahagia hingga ke anak cucu~*
Siang tadi pergi kenduri kawen Azmir & Raihan (my coursemate) and tahniah to them. SeLaMaT PaNgAnTiN BaRu To AzMiR & RaIhAn~* [sorry tak dpt upload pics korg-akn usaha upload lagi]
And malam tuh, i went to Reception Ceremony Normy & Nazree. Normy is my neighbour depan rumah and semalam diorg nyer persandingan. Malam ni, diorg nyer majlis resepsi.
SeLaMaT PeNgAnTiN BaRu NoRmY & NaZrEe~*
well, ni jer gambar yang boleh terpapar kat blog ni. [Yang lain telah cuba di upload byk2 kali tapi tak masuk2. Akn minta bantuan pakar utk masalah teknikal nih...]
Ni gambar aku nak ucapkan 'sekian terima kasih' sebab sudi mencemar duli ke blog aku tapi since cerita ni pendek, maka gmbr ni aku jadikan 'sorry' sebab tak byk gambar yang boleh masuk.... [and sorry nad, gmbr rumah patung tu dah ada tapi tak dapat nak upload lar... err.. help?]
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
What Should You Do When You Love A Friend?!~*
If you're afraid to love a person because of friendship, you have two choices: either tell what you feel and let the love take place or hide the feeling under a friendship full of pre tensions..
It's hard for two people to love each other when they live in two different worlds but when these two worlds collide and become one, that's what you call magic..!
Love can never be so beautiful without friendship. One leads to another and the process is irreversible. The best of lovers is the greatest of friends!
I like you because you're my friend, and because you are my friend I care, and because I care, I love you. I don't love you because you are my friend, I love you because I do!
Sometimes I've asked myself, what would make me happy? To think that I have everything else, I get what I want. Then I realized it was YOU, too bad 'cause it's you can't have. I can't choose who I'm gonna love, but I also can't just love who chooses to love me..
And you can't blame me in choosing to love you as much as I can't blame you for not learning to love me. I'm sorry if you can't love me the way you loved the one before me, so I'll let you go find him/her and hope someday you'll see that the one true love you're looking for was the one who set you free..
"How can I say goodbye to someone I never had? Why do tears fall for someone who was never mine? Why is that I miss someone I was never with and I ask why I love someone who's love was never mine?"
Isn't it funny we're trying to catch the attention of the one we think we love; we hardly notice the one we're really looking for was just there. You don't notice them 'till they are in the arms of someone else..
Food for thought, think of this:
Have you really cared for someone more than you expected?
Have you ever tried to love him/her despite of all the pain?
Will you keep on loving him/her as he/she whispers someone else's name?
Will you?
It's better to lose your pride with someone you love rather than lose that someone you love with your useless pride. When you love someone, don't expect that person to love you back the same amount. One of you will be ahead, the other behind. It's either you catch up or the other waits..
Love doesn't have to have a happy ending, 'cause love doesn't have to end at all..
True love hears what is not spoken, and understands what is not explained, for love doesn't work in the mouth, nor the mind, but in the heart...
:: Love is words can’t describe ::
P/S : I took this from a friend of mine [sorry nanie tapi mmg beshhh.. mana kau dpt?] and i find the words are so beautiful that i decided to keep it in here. [mengaku awal2 ni bukan hasil tulisan sendiri.. hehehe..]
PP/S : By the way, if i dedicate this article-like-poem to N in Ukraine & H in Jordan, agak2 diorg marah tak? Jgn marah aaarrrr, niatku baik sajor... muehehehehehehe.. *wink*wink*runnnnnnn-for-life~!!!]
Sunday, August 13, 2006
Living in a shoe~*
Saturday, August 12, 2006
Kebahagiaan diri dibina atas penderitaan org lain~*
Pak Besaq adalah pilihan dia. Menggunakan alasan hatinya dah terbuka menerima insan utk disayangi serta jodoh dah sampai. Terpikat dgn cara dia mendidik anak serta kematangan dia. Kalau diikutkan, byk betol proses yg dilalui mereka sebelum sampai ke tahap membuat pengumuman secara langsung tu. Betapa sukarnya si dara hendak mendapatkan restu keluarga. Antara proses yg menyentuh hatiku adalah si dara memberi pilihan pada Pak Besaq samada utk memilih dia atau menyimpan bunganya yg masih ada. Akhirnya, sebagai lelaki yg normal, setentunya Pak Besaq melepaskan bunganya disimpan selama 20tahun tu lantas ingin kan dara sunti yg bukan sembarangan org. Si dara gembira. Bahagia katanyeh. Hanya satu yg bermain di kepala ku waktu tuh.. macam mana seseorg boleh membina kebahagiaan sendiri atas penderitaan org lain? Lebih2 lagi dari penderitaan kaum sendiri? Siap buat televisyen live show… tak terpikir ke mangsa keadaan yg menonton tu pasti terguris dgn kenyataan2 mereka? Seolah2 mangsa keadaan tiada perasaan? Kalau iyer pun bahagia, at least, jgn la diadakan rancangan itu… Cukup lah dgn perkahwinan dia yg bakal disiarkan secara live nanti...
Satu Malaysia tahu attitude Pak Besaq tapi ramai yg kurang percaya kenapa si dara memilih dia jugak. Surprise? Pada mereka yg benar2 mengenali si dara, ini bukanlah sesuatu yg mengejutkan.Ummi ckp, laki yg baik adalah utk perempuan yg baik serta vice versa. Berdasarkan itu, my aunty nya kesimpulan is pilihan si dara actually reflects her true self~! She is actually deceiving! Tapi pada mereka yg tuli serta malas nak gerakkan kepala berfikir sikit, pasti akan setuju je dgn pilihan idola mereka sambil mendoakan kebahagiaannya. Sememangnya, itulah yg terbaik. Mcm yg ditanyakan Ally pada diorg berdua dlm rancangan tu, apakah 3 perkataan yg ingin diluahkan pada buah hati masing2? Buatlah yg terbaik [dari si dara utk pak besaq] Lakukanlah dgn ikhlas [dari pak besaq utk si dara]. 3 perkataan dari aku~ apa-apa jerlah korang…
Weh… tolong lar… kat luar sana tu, entah berapa ramai roh kanak2 n org tua sedang meninggalkan jasad masing2 lantaran kekejaman binatang bertopengkan manusia nih. Berapa ramai tgh menunggu giliran rumah dibedil. Hezbollah sedang berjuang tapi Si Dara dan Pak Besaq tgh berkongsi kebahagiaan dgn peminat… Peminat yg tuli serta buta pekak yg tak sedar diri tentang perkara lain yg jauh lebih besar dari perkahwinan dan rahsia diorg tu. Aku bukan kesah diorg nak kawen ke apa tapi sikap si dara yg sebenarnya memperdayakan peminat2 nya dgn sikap santun sopannya menjengkelkan aku. Membina kebahagiaan sendiri atas penderitaan org lain. Pastuh, aku tak paham dgn peminat2 nya yg dok sibuk nak cungkil2 rahsia dia. Meluat aku dah tahap max~! [Mujur lah aku sekadar dengar je lagu2 dia, tak lebih dari tuh]. Semuanya kerana peminat dan tanpa peminat, siapa lah Siti Nurhaliza...
Enough said. Tak teringin nak pergi wedding dia pun. Aku dah cukup busy dgn wedding member2 yg berderet2 bulan nih... Moga korg bahagia~!
Senarai kenduri kahwin yg harus dihadiri pada bulan ini..
Selamat Pengantin Baru~ Normy & Nazree~*
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
Fuel cell~*
Semlm jumpa adik junior. She's been asking me what am i doing in my research. Its kinda hard to explain for those who arent familiar. Thinking that this is a knowledge, plus, i was inspired by an account guy who happens to have interest in physic and glad to know me as he wants to share my knowledge, I guess it would be my pleasure to share this 'ciput' knowledge of mine. [dont worry mate,will try to make it as simple as possible for everyone to understand]
Typical reactants used in a fuel cell are hydrogen on the anode side and oxygen on the cathode side (a hydrogen cell). Usually, reactants flow in and reaction products flow out. Virtually continuous long-term operation is feasible as long as these flows are maintained...
Above all part in this fuel cell, my major concerns are the membrane [in the middle]. The membranes are responsible for the flow of ion protons from anode to cathode [which is thru the membrane] so that the electrons will pass via the external circuit, producing current energy. The membranes are also responsible not to let the electrons pass. So, my goal here is to produce a membrane with high conductivity for the protons to pass thru but not the electrons~!
Conclusion here is this alternative energy is safe, clean and most inportantly, it's environmental friendly. [Notice the byproduct on the outlet?] Imagine to have a pure water coming out from your vehicle [yup.. a stack of fuel cell can move a car~!] We can just make our world a better place to live in!
Monday, August 07, 2006
Bila Harus Memilih~*
Beli 2 tiub biru muka org tu sebab stock nih cepat habis. [Ok, Nad and Hazlyn takyah rebut2] The middle one is mine! hehehehe... ~*wink*
Saturday, August 05, 2006
Nak, Mana Yg Cantik Yer?~*
Sepasang suami isteri berusia lingkungan 50-an sedang terbongkok membelek sandal2 cantik. Perangaiku yg suka menjeling gelagat org membuatkan aku pelik kenapa makcik ni nak pilih sandal yg ku sangkakan tak muat pun dgn kaki tuanya. Bersungguh2 mereka memilih. Mungkin perasan dgn gelagat ku yg memerhatikan mereka, lantas mereka mendekati ku. “Nak, mana yg cantik yer?” sambil menunjukkan ku 3 pasang sandal yg cantik berkilat. Walupun pelik, dgn muka manis aku menjawab yg hitam. “Nak, boleh tak kamu cuba pakai?” tanpa byk soal, aku memakai sandal tu. “Cantik ye bang kat kaki dia? Macam kaki Na” ujar si isteri. “Tapi abg rasa kaki Na cantik pakai yg biru ni, kan baju dia warna biru?” ujar suaminya pula. Aku pelik. “Sandal ni utk siapa makcik?” aku bertanya. “Oh, utk anak kami. Dia ada dinner dgn syarikatnya minggu depan tapi takde kasut nak pakai.” Jelas si isteri. Aku pelik lagi. “Saya rasa kalau nak beli kasut, elok lah tuan punye kaki yg datang mencuba” semanis mungkin ayat ku agar mereka tak terasa. “Oh, katanya dia penat semalam balik lewat. Dia minta kami belikan hari ni, takut minggu depan tak sempat nak beli.” Tersenyum si ibu menjelaskan. Suaminya nampak berpuas hati dgn sandal hitam pilihan mereka. Suaminya mengeluarkan wang dari pelbagai sudut yg ada pada tubuhnya.Hati ku tersentuh dan tanpa sengaja, aku tersenyum kelat sambil memandang gelagat tua mereka sehingga selesai membayar….
Insiden yg ringkas itu menimbulkan seribu satu persoalan dalam kepalaku. Anak suruh mak ayah yg tua belikan sandal dinner? Mak ayah dia keluar semata2 nak belikan sandal utk anak dia? Anak dia takde masa nak keluar beli sandal minggu depan? Dan adakah anak dia menghulurkan wang utk membeli sandal tu? Paling penting sekali, macam mana layanan anak dia terhadap mereka di rumah? Sewaktu keluar dari kedai, air mata ku bergenang…
Dikesempatan ini juga, setelah memastikan tarikh Irbid dan Bangi adalah bertepatan 5 August, I would like to wish a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Muhd Nazirul a.k.a Mando who has reach his 18 years old today. I pray you the very best in life and may you have another great year of living…
Thursday, August 03, 2006
We meet at last~*
Semalam misi tercapai. Aku berjumpa dgn seorg lagi member blogger~Hazlyn! [walupun minah ni bapak malas nak bukak blog sendiri dan melompat2 blog saje, namun kehadirannya menyenangkan]. Sebelum ni dah pun jumpa Hata, Kak Sya and Nazneen. Ada juga blogger yg ingin ketemu namum tak kesampaian lambang aral yg melintang pada masa tuh. [Takper lah, aku datang UIA nanti, aku lawat lah kau]
Semlm jemput minah Hazlyn ni kat komuter serdang and we headed straight to Mines. [minah ni dah lama tak pergi Mines]. Tempah wayang citer hantu Thailand~The Dorm [korg tgk lah citer ni.. best! Tak seram sgt malah full of friendship value... and ehem nad~the hantu boy is mine! Hehehe.] Then dgn sgt setia nye, dia teman aku ke setiap kedai yg dimasuki, malah ada jer kedai yg masuk twice. [Kalau Kaksya ada dekat, mmg dah lama kami ajak... wont want to miss the fun without you~] Malah, Hazlyn telah berkorban utk ku~! [tak kira.. nak cerita jugak~! Hehehe..]
Kami tgh windowshop the last list kat kedai komputer... [FYI, hazlyn adalah list ku.. she remember every single thing yg aku nak beli~which i usually came up instantly!]. Aku ckp jer nak usha webcam walhal takde niat pun nak beli. But Miss Echo[tuan punyer kedai yg dah kamceng dgn ku] suggest me this webcam yg very reasonable price yet very high quality. Disebabkan harganyer sgt berbaloi, maka aku beli jer lah, takat nak cukup kan syarat aksesori komputer ku. Tgh2 aku usha tuh, Hazlyn disebelah kiriku, beralih tempat ke kanan ku, sama2 tunduk tgk webcam tuh. Tak semena2, kotak2 yg disusun tinggi sebelah kanan Hazlyn yg berisi menda berat tuh [was it printer or monitor?] jatuh berdebuk kene Hazlyn.. aduh.. sakitnyer dia~! Habis kene pipi gebu dia. Katanyer terasa mcm ada org tiba2 datang tumbuk. [mati lah takut tgk minah ni mcm nak meletup jer masa tuh] nasib ler org cina tu mintak maap tapi tak berani pndg Hazlyn. Dia sengih guilty kat aku jer.. saying sorry. [iyer Hazlyn, dia ada ckp sorry~] I feel guilty sebab sepatutnya, kotak2 tuh jatuh kat aku, bukan Hazlyn. Elok lah minah ni pindah dok sebelah kanan aku rite before kotak2 tu nak jatuh. Adeh... Sorry ek Hazlyn for not protecting you enuf. Tapi minah ni mmg cool lar. [takat ni, most octoberians yg aku jumpa mmg peel gini~sesuai lar dok jenjalan dgn aku yg kalut tak tentu pasal nih... hahaha~*]
My point here is blogger-friends are so sweet~Hata, KakSya, Nezneen and Hazlyn. Kalau takde aral melintang, nak jumpa minah yg moodswing semlm tuh. Then, teringin gak nak jumpa Kamen, Afiq Stroberi, Afiq says, Aznie, Faizal, Syafiq Affendi, Ihab, Chep, Kid, Minci, Fiza, Jet, Riema dana lastly Zaki [hehehe~gelak utk Zaki jer~did i left anyone out here?]. Meeting them is to complete the value of friendship that has been created. Since semlm aku tgk citer The Dorm tuh, i took the lesson that there are no boundaries in a value of friendship. Even a ghost knows how to value a friendship~
So, sempena friendship day yg baru lepas nih, i would like to wish ALL a very Happy Friendship Day and thank you for being my friend... Love you all~*